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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

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i feel sorry for you. there was a girl that would
have done anything for you. she might not be
the prettiest or the smartest, but i can guarantee
you she would have given you the world.

find a guy who doesn't care if you laugh loudly, chew with your mouth open, sing off key, cry at movies, and act like an insane person because all it does is make him love you more.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person
That wasn't supposed to ever let you down
Probably will. You will have your heart broken
Probably more than once and it's harder
Everytime. You'll break hearts too, so
Remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and
you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt
Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is
 A minute of happiness you'll never get back.

conversation between ex`s .
-- regular= talking;; italicise= thinking --
GiRL- your new girlfriend is pretty. i bet she stole your heart
boy: yeah .. she is. but your still the most beautiful girl i know
GiRL- i hear she`s funny & amazing. all the stuff i wasn`t
boy: she sure is.
but she`s nothing compared to you
GiRL- i bet you know everything about her by now
like how you knew just about everything about me
boy: only the stuff that count
i cant even remember the stuff she tells me when i think of you
GiRL- well .. i hope you guys last. cuhz we never did
boy: i hope we do too. whatever happened to me & you?
GiRL- well i gotta go.
before i start to cry
boy: yeah me too.
i hope you don`t cry
GiRL- bye.
i still love you . .
boy: later. i never stopped


She leans against the wall for stability and blinks back the tears. She tells herself the mantra, the thing that gets her through all the tiny nicks and the gaping wounds throughout the day. She chants it, until it sounds like a song, echoing in her ears and affirmed by the rhythm of her heart: You're invisible. A whisper: You're invisible.

Guys: when you get to know a girl, tell her how you feel. If you don't tell us, we guess, and we start assuming either the best or the worst. Trust me, you don't want either of them on your hands.

We choose our own happiness. We can make our own happiness from the little beauties around us, or we can choose to see only the messed-up things around us. But we are not made from our circumstances. It is our choice to be happy.

The stars ... alight in the dark heavens, so far from us, cold and bright and shining with something far older than time ... they're so alone. Yet, as far as we know, they don't feel. And if they don't ... it's okay for them to be alone ... right?
I sit here in the dark and those stars - they fascinate me. I want to talk to one of them.


Thursday, February 08, 2007

one tree hill = love.

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You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life altering? Is it four years, like high school? Or one year, gone on a rock tour? Can your life change in a month or a week or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. But when you're young, one hour can change everything.

Like it or not, you are who your friends see you as.

You know who you really are.
And you know how the world sees you.
Here's your chance to change that.

That's the one thing I was every truthful about.. my feelings for you.

Haley; I still wanna leave my mark on this world.
Skills; Is that what scares you? Not having enough time to do that?


I was worried I wouldn't be enough for you. And that's why I lied. That's what scares me.. Not being enough. Not smart enough, not pretty enough, not good enough.

If everyone that I love's dreams come true, then I'll be happy.

If you don't start putting yourself ahead of everyone else, I'm afraid you're gonna wake up one day and wonder what could have been. I don't want that for you. Put yourself first sometimes.

Sometimes I feel extremely disconnected. Like I don't fit in in this world. I feel like I was born at the wrong time and I just don't belong.

There's just silence.
Silence and Disappointment.

I'm gonna miss this place. And it's my fault. I just wish I would've tried a little harder.

I can start over. It's gonna be hard for the people who need this place so much to feel good about themselves. But they're gonna go into the real world and it doesn't care about who you were in highschool. But I'll be okay.

Chase; Still think you're not good enough?
Brooke; I don't think that feeling ever goes away. But you've just gotta learn to deal with it. Or to use it.

People are gonna label you. It's how you overcome those labels, that's what really matters.

He's more than one simple word.
I guess that in a way, we all are.
And I learned he's alot like me.
Who knew?

It's good to know we still have time to change that. And I learned that one hour can change everything.


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

be careful who you trust don't listen to anyone that gets in your way do what you feel is right and fuck what other people have to say

the key to life is to be weird. take random pictures do something no one would ever expect you to do talk to someone you never would be someone you never would be someone that people think you aren't show who you really are and dont hide under your smile

even if i said i didn't care a million times over again
you'd know that i still do
-laguna beach

a guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another they will fall for each other maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or mayber forver

you're an enormous loser.
well, it takes a loser to love a loser
-the last kiss

I know that I should just let go,
walk away, and not look back. But,
I don't think I could handle knowing
that you wouldn't care if I did.

Regret is the worst of human emotions, there is no going back with regret, there is no future with regret, regret is not something I live with, if there is something I wished I hadn't done, I don't do it anymore, or I forgive myself & try better, my life is my statement & I try to be true to myself & to other people, whatever my failings are, they are human & I try to perfect it each day.

and there are some things,
that you just can't bring yourself up to leaving
until they leave you.

being together is more than just physical. it's about understanding the other person. being there for them, talking for hours, making each other's dreams come true, being in love & not needing anything to keep it worth while.

Too many times we put our hearts on the line,
hoping that this time it will be different.
Too many times we play the waiting game
cause we`re too afraid
of making decisions & taking chances.

as you grow older you have
to realize which is more
important; to have real friends
that will always be there,
or a lot of friends that wont.

There is a difference in what
We long for, what we settle for,
And who we are meant for.
- The Notebook

you got someone here who wants to make it all right.
somone that loves you more than life- right here.

we sat on the bleachers outside of the school after the game and talked about life and growing up and that is what meant the most to me.


Sunday, December 17, 2006

greys anatomy:)

We`re all damaged, it seems. Some of us, more than others.
We carry the damage with us from childhod, then as grownups,
we give as good as we get. Ultimately, we all do damage.
& then, we set about the business of fixing whatever we can.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

We`re friends, real friends. & that means,
no matter how long it takes, when you
finally do decide to look back, I`ll still be here.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

The heart is an amazing organ, Preston taught me that. The heart makes sure that the body receives what it needs. But the most important thing about the heart is that it is an involuntary muscle. You can`t control who you love, Meredith. You can`t control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust ; trust that the person who has your heart realizes its value.
+ Grey`s Anatomy

It`s not hard, it`s painful. But it`s not hard.
You know what to do already.
If you didn`t, you wouldn`t be in so much pain..
+ Grey`s Anatomy

i get to make my own decisions, have my own life,
do whatever i choose. & heres the good part, what
i choose is you. you're what i want to wake up to,
& go to bed with, & do everything else in between
++ Grey's Anatomy

You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy.
Somebody who doesn`t complicate your life
Somebody who won`t hurt you. He`s the better guy.

-greys anatomy


You know as well as I do it`s not about what you look like,
or your job, or how successful you are. It`s about having
people in your life that you love & who love you..
That`s all that matters
.

i don't give a crap what other people think about me. because i am a happily, independent, sucessful woman and i like it that way. only when you say stuff like this, it just, it makes things too hard. so please, don't chase me anymore, unless you're ready to catch me <3
++ grey's anatomy


There are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, & we may be surprised at the commitments we're willing to let slip out of our grasp. Commitments are complicated. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we're willing to make, true commitment, takes effort, & sacrifice. Which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully.
-» Grey`s Anatomy


I miss him ;; all the time..I miss him.
It`s not waves, it`s constant. All the time.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

Most wounds run deeper than we can imagine. You can`t see them with the naked eye. & then there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The truth with any kind of wound, or disease is to dig down & find the real source of the injury..& once you`ve found it ; try like hell to heal that sucker.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

You never think the last time is the last time. You
never think there will be more. You think you will
have forever. But you don't.
-- Grey's Anatomy

i know im not a lot of things you've gone for
in the past, i know, but i would never leave you
i would never hurt you, & i would never stop loving you
++ Grey's Anatomy

Sometimes you have to make a really big mistake to figure out how to make things right.
++ Grey's Anatomy

trust is a fragile thing. once earned, it affords us tremondous freedom. but once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. of course, the truth is, we never know who we can trust. those we're closest to can betray us & total strangers can come to our rescue. in the end, most people decide to trust themselves. it really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned
-* Grey's Anatomy

Some things you don't want to hear, some things are said cause you can't stay silent, some things are more than what you say they are what you do, some things you keep to yourself, & not too often but every now & then some things simply speak for themselves.
-» Grey's Anatomy

I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark,
and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms
but love dancing in the rain. or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day.
I bet you don't know how ticklish I am or how I can't make decisions. & how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be with you.
But mostly I bet you didn't know how much I love you.
++Grey's Anatomy

knowing is better than wondering,
waking is better than sleeping,
and even the biggest failure,
beats the hell out of never trying
-- Greys Anatomy

For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something.
You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head,
So that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere.
A kiss so hot & so deep you never want to come up for air.
You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to.
Cus when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything.
-» Grey's Anatomy

you know, i can't remember the last time we kissed.
cause you never think the last time is the last time,
you think there'll be more. you think you have forever
but you don't.
-» Grey's Anatomy

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?
++Grey's Anatomy

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.
++Grey's Anatomy

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
++Grey's Anatomy

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.
++Grey's Anatomy

We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?
++Grey's Anatomy

i make no appologies for how i choose to repair what you broke
--» Grey's Anatomy «--

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that it's happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.
;; Grey's Anatomy

Now that's frustrating, when what your brain
tells you, you want & what you actually want don't
match up. It’s exhausting. &, well, its complicated.
But that's life. & life SUCKS
* Grey's Anatomy *

Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else…makes the rest of the world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain, we anestitize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. & for some of us the best way to manage pain is to just push through it
*Grey's Anatomy


Saturday, December 16, 2006

one tree hill stuff:)

You're way too young not to believe it's gonna be ok.


Most people are stronger than they know. They just don't believe in themselves.


You should let it go. Trust me, life's too short. And I don't think anybody ever lost any sleep over being too kind and forgiving

You`re always saving me. Please
let me find a way to save you<3

You know how you're always saying that you`re not going anywhere? I need to hold you to that right now. I need you to come back to me

Hey, it's me. I know you've got alot going on right now, but Nathan's a mess. You've gotta wake up soon. Cause I need you to take care of Brooke. I can't do it anymore. Besides, you're really good for her and I don't know if she can find her way without you. What'dya say? How about you wake up and help her out. & Please don't tell her we had this conversation. Thanks<3

I know he saved me but Haley saved me long before this. There has to be a miracle left for her. Please don't take her from me.

She lived a good life.
But she never let go of you.

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one person can change many lives, for better or worse.

George Bernard Shaw once wrote " There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it. " Clearly Shaw has his heart broken once or twice.

As far as I'm concerned, Shaw was a punk because you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realized that when your heart breaks you've gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive because you are and that pain you feel, that's life. The confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. And that something is worth fighting for.

This year I got everything I wanted and everything I wished for. But in a way I lost even more

Shaw was right. As we strain to grasp for the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better: Money, fame, popularity. We ignore what truly matters, the simple things. Friendship, family, love. The things we probably already had.

Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic. But gaining your heart's desire? It's all you could hope for. This year I wished for love. To emerse myself in someone else. My wish was granted. And if that is tragic, then give me tragedy. I wouldn't give it back for the world.

As a many of you know, I called this press conference today to announce where I’m planning to play basketball in college. I got a lot of great offers but it's always been my dream to play in Duke University, so ah... that's where I plan to go but... you know my father said that today will be the greatest day of my life, and you're right dad, it is but its not because of basketball, you'll see today... I learn? That my wife Haley is pregnant and it’s an absolute honor to be recluted by Duke University I guest what I have to say to you today it’s this. Where I play basketball IF I play basketball is no longer a decision for me to make alone, it’s a decision that I make with my wife and my family's best interest to her and what I do I let you all know. And my wife couldn't be here today so... I just want it to say one thing to her: Haley, no matters what happens we faced together, I promise you, I’ll never been happier, everything its gonna be okay... I love you. Thank you.

"At this moment there are 6 billion 5 hundred two million 8 hundred and sixty-seven thousand 1 hundred twenty people in the world. It will take a few and sometimes all you need is one. For better of for worse."

"The last time I gave a speech about nathan and haley was, well, at the first reception. I remember saying prepare to be surprised well I have to say even I was surprised. becaue you see they do something thats's very rare to see in someone our age, actually itsvery rare to see in anybody...they give their hearts to eachother, unconditionally. and thats what true love really is.. its not this fairytale life that never knows pain but its two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love"



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